Bite Your Fingertips

Chapter 62: Missing Me

62nd Missing Me

Early the next morning, when Chu Yu went downstairs, he spotted Dream-Ge squatting at the bottom of the stairs, as if guarding a target and asking for protection fees.

If only he wasnt carrying four red apples in his hands.

As soon as he saw Chu Yu, Dream-Ge waved his hand like a windshield wiper. School Flower, youre finally here!

Chu Yu, who was very puzzled by such enthusiasm, walked over and asked, Why were you waiting for me?

To exchange viewing experiences!

Dream-Ge was excited. Did your phone run out of battery or disconnect from the Internet last night? After your voice was cut off, I couldnt get through to you again. I rewatched the movie from beginning to end, and it got my blood racing fast!

Chu Yu remembered how he had pressed Lu Shi onto the bed and drank his blood last night. It should also be considered quite blood racing, right?

Lu Shis cold white skin, unsteady breathing, and warm palms rubbing against the back of his neck, all of it occupied his mind.

Chu Yu absentmindedly replied, Yeah, that movie was really good.

You have good taste! And the soundtrack, it was so fucking impassioned. I almost couldnt help myself from running to the basketball court in the middle of the night and do his one-handed dunks seventy or eighty times!

Chu Yu nodded again and again while deeply reflecting: he was only seventeen or eighteen years old, yet his mind was full of xx scenes. Compared to Dream-Ge, he was too impure!

After expressing his emotions, Dream-Ge looked around and said, I was just about to say that theres something wrong, so wheres Lu-Shen? Why didnt you come down together?

Chu Yu, who was reflecting on himself, blurted out his reply after hearing the question. He went to collect a delivery first, so he went out earlier than me. I stayed in bed for a while, and slept in.

I see.

After thinking about it, Dream-Ge found something wrong again. Yi, thats not right. School Flower, how do you know Lu-Shen went out before you to collect a delivery?

Of course I know, I was still in bed trying my best to wave at him when he went out.

But he definitely couldnt answer like this, so Chu Yu imitated Lu Shis usual tone and replied calmly, I slept in Lu Shis dorm room last night.

Oh, I see.

This time, Dream-Ge didnt notice anything wrong at all, and instead happily reminisced. When I was in my third year of junior high school, the water in the school had been cut off, and the brothers in the neighboring bedroom forgot to turn off the faucet. As a result, the bedrooms were flooded in the middle of the night, and those at the lower bunks could only squeeze in with those at the top bunks, and then hahaha the bed! In the middle of the night, there was a loud boom! We were so scared that we ran outside without wearing our pants, thinking it was a fucking atomic bomb hahaha!To those confused: because the neighboring room forgot to turn off the faucet when the water got back in the middle of the night, they were flooded. Because the top bunks were so crowded, a whole double deck bed fell down.

When the two exited the dormitory building, the sky was not yet bright. Wandering around were the same uniform-clad students, their resolution very low.

Not long after walking on the path, Chu Yu immediately caught sight of Lu Shi standing by a flower bed.

Beside a street lamp was the young mans meager silhouette, as if stained with the frost before daybreak.

Bumping Dream-Ge with his elbow, Chu Yu said, Arent you going to the cafeteria? I wont go with you anymore, Ill go directly to the classroom.

Knowing that Chu Yu didnt have the habit of eating breakfast, Dream-Ge casually waved his hand. Alright, then Im going first. If I go over there right now, I might run into Class Rep and the others!

After Dream-Ge left, Chu Yu walked quickly to Lu Shis side.

Did you get the delivery?

Mn.

Lu Shi handed the kraft paper envelope in his hand to Chu Yu.

When taking the envelope, the twos fingers lightly touched.

For a moment, Chu Yu froze because of the coolness of Lu Shis fingertips.

Upon opening the envelope, there were several sheets of A4 paper. Chu Yu took them out and found several copies.

The handwriting wasnt distinctly printed, but it could still be clearly seen. It was a declaration of marriage registration, and another of no blood relationship and no spouse.

The signatures at the end were Lu Shaochu and Jiang Yueman respectively.

I also have a medical record from an old lady. She and her husband used to own a clinic where my mother gave birth to me. That medical record also has my mothers signature at the end. The handwriting is the same.

The corners of Lu Shis thin lips hooked up with a hint of mockery. Even with black characters on white paperLegal evidence, for so many years, no one knew that Lu Shaochus first wife was called Jiang Yueman. And because of her identity, no one knew that she died.

In their eyes, human life is simply so insignificant.

Lu Shi remembered that Lu Shaochu had once called and confided with him.

He said that everybody had a time when they were young and frivolous. When he was young, he was rebellious and did a lot of outrageous things.

But in the end, he reined in the horse from the edge of the precipice and turned his head back.

Jiang Yueman once regarded her love and marriage with Lu Shaochu as happiness.

Lu Shaochu, however, regarded Jiang Yueman as a stain on his life, an out of the ordinary affair he did when he was young and frivolous, which he wished would never be mentioned again.

Chu Yu carefully returned the copies inside.

He could only imagine how much energy and effort Lu Shi had spent in order to find these.

Lu Shi wanted to avenge his mother, but he had retained his reason.

Hed never thought of convicting someone by relying solely on subjective assumptions.

He continued to search for evidence, continued tracing various clues, all in order to restore the original picture of the events of that year.

He took human life very seriously and didnt want to turn himself into one resembling the people he hated.

Chu Yu thought, this was the person he liked never blinded by hatred, never impulsive, and always rational.

But Chu Yu still felt very sad.

He held Lu Shis hand and pressed the others palm to his heart.

Lu Shi let him move, his voice very soft. Whats wrong?

Uncomfortable.

Amidst the dawning sky, Chu Yu gazed into Lu Shis eyes that were as black as the night sky. Its Its sad here.

Distressed for me?

The end of Lu Shis voice rose slightly, like a light mist, even carrying a bit of delight.

Chu Yu nodded and honestly replied, Mn, very distressed.

How could he not be distressed?

At the age of seventeen or eighteen, he shouldve been like Dream-Ge, who was so enthusiastic about a movie adaptation. Or like Zhu Zhifei, who was always harping on about cram school, working hard to get into a good university. He also couldve been like Shitou, playing with his phone or running to the Internet cafe when he had free time, gaming boisterously.

Instead, he was doing everything possible and sparing no effort to find out how his mother had died.

Chu Yu knew that his accumulated language knowledge was poor, but at this moment he thought of a sentence

May you sit in a bright hall, free from snow and frost.Hoping all the best for someone

As soon as he stepped into the classroom, Chu Yu found that the atmosphere was a bit strange.

He asked the angry-faced Dream-Ge, Whats happening, why do you look like youre going to explode?

Dream-Ge rolled up his sleeves, exposing his muscular arms. Its those fucking bastards in Class D. They dared to fight over the court with our class and scolded Laozis brothers!

The calm Fang Ziqi then came over to explain further, and only then did Chu Yu understand.

In the last sports competition, Class D had felt that their class shouldve taken first place overall, and that Class A was not worthy of the title. They had been suppressing their anger all along while talking shit behind their backs.

Last night, some people in the class were playing on the basketball court. There was obviously a vacant court next to it, but the people from Class D came over and insisted on fighting Fang Ziqi and the others over the spot. They also said that during the landslide at Qingming Mountain, Chu Yu and Zhang Yueshan had been trapped because God couldnt see them. They thought Class A was too proud over nothing.

After verbal throws one after another, the two sides almost fought. But in the end, they came to a decision that the two classes would play a ball game at noon today.

Dream-Ge slapped a hand to the table, raised his arm, and shouted, Other people are stepping on our faces, if we wont fight back, are we still men? No! So lets go and break them into pieces at noon! Thats not right, we are civilized and good students. Lets go and beat them into a sorry state!

Beside him, Yang Yuchan echoed, You guys need not hesitate to go, this Sisters got all the drinks covered!

Dream-Ge spun into action. He ripped off a piece of paper and started writing the entry list with his dog crawling handwriting. Then he looked at Lu Shi. Lu-Shen, do you want to participate?

Lu Shi nodded. Yeah.

Throughout the morning, the whole class was a little restless. As soon as the bell signaling the end of class rang, Dream-Ge stood on his chair. Brothers, charge!

This loud voice startled the English teacher who was cleaning up her lesson plan. She said with emotion, Its good to be young, such a loud voice.

Chu Yu followed to the basketball court.

The people from Class D had also arrived and been dribbling basketballs.

Before the opponent could change face or make a sound, Dream-Ge raised his middle finger at them, put the basketball on top of it and performed the stunt of spinning a basketball on one finger.

He declared in a very imposing manner, I have nothing to say to you, its a waste of energy. After winning the game, your fathers will have a good meal!

Chu Yu, who was standing behind him, clicked his tongue and pulled Lu Shis sleeve. Dream-Ges provocation level is just a little inferior to yours.

Lu Shi didnt answer, instead, he took off his jacket and threw it to Chu Yu to hold.

Before walking away, he very naturally touched Chu Yus ear. Watch carefully, and you can only look at me.

As soon as Chu Yu heard his tone, he knew immediately that it was related to when he was watching the movie last night and had praised the protagonist for being handsome while playing basketball.

He rubbed his itchy ears and whispered back, Yes yes yes, Ill only look at my boyfriend!

Chu Yu had seen Lu Shi play basketball on more than one occasion, so once the game began, he found out right away that Lu Shis playing style was quite different from before. It was fierce and fearful. It even seemed like he was deliberately showing off when he dribbled the ball past the others.

When jumping to the basket for a one-handed slam dunk, the wind would lift the hem of his clothes, revealing a thin waistline, and furthermore reaching the climax.

Chu Yu swore that he heard the low-pitched screams of countless girls.

It worried him a little.

Would there be a huge pile of apples on his boyfriends desk tomorrow?

The game ended and Chu Yus class won. Dream-Ge showed a standard middle finger to the students of Class D. He also held a beverage bottle and shouted that they go to the buffet hall of the cafeterias top floor to celebrate.

Chu Yu was pushed into a corner by Lu Shi.

No one would basically come behind the indoor sports field, so it was quiet, with only the sound of the wind.

After playing basketball and running all over the court, Lu Shis body temperature was burning hot, and his bodys scent was more than overwhelming.

Sweat ran down his forehead, moistening his eyebrows and making Lu Shi possess an indescribably sexy charm at this moment.

Chu Yu felt that he somewhat couldnt bear smelling the scent.

Fortunately, Lu Shi approached him and asked, Did I look good playing?

There were cold wall bricks behind him, but Chu Yu felt that the cooling effect was simply non-existent. His ear, which had Lu Shis lips unbearably close to it, began to get hot, and soon after the heat spread and extended to numb half of his body.

Chu Yus throat was dry. Under Lu Shis focused gaze, he barely managed to get it together and pay attention. Looked good.

Better than that guy in the movie?

Wasnt the eating of this vinegar taking a little too long?

Chu Yu replied, You look much better. Youre very handsome when you dunk.

He didnt tell a lie.

Due to toLu Shi having a background in fighting, he was very athletic and nimble when playing basketball. He had a set of feint moves, wherein his opponent would be completely unsure of what he would do in the next second.

His body was slim, but his proportions were excellent. His exposed arms were covered with a thin layer of muscle, which seemed to contain boundless explosive power.

The teenager seemed to be walking on wind when executing a three-step layup.

It really was beautiful and awesome.

Only then was Lu Shi satisfied and took a half step back. Hm.

After the other partys smell was dissipated by the cold wind, Chu Yu took a deep breath of the cold air and subconsciously licked his lips, unable to tell what hed been expecting just now.

It was Old Yes Chinese class in the afternoon.

Because of the victory at noon, the class was a bit restless.

The monthly exam was coming soon, and Old Ye was very nervous, so he especially took five minutes out to give them chicken soup.

Students, the monthly exam is not scary. Young people should have the spirit of the phoenix strikes nine thousand miles above, cutting apart clouds, and carrying the sky4The King of Chu asked an official, Song You, why he is so hated. Song You answers with a question, the first part of the question is this sentence. His own mind and ambition are far from everyone elses, also because Song Yu is talented and he loves to criticize the ills of his times, and sometimes even scorn the norms, he is a target of jealousy and slander.. This sentence is from Song Yu Asks King Xiang of Chu, students who are interested can memorize it and put it in their essay and surely the eyes of the teacher wholl grade it will brighten.

He wrote the sentence on the blackboard, then put down the chalk. Let me continue. Theres also, chivalrous young man, associating with the five capitals, liver gallbladder hole, and shaggy hair5At this point, I feel like Im gonna get sick again, kidding. I dont even know if I translated that right, just know that its about being an adventurous youth with a strong sense of justice. The poem had a sad ending tho read here theres a simplified version below the poem.. Oh, this sentence can also be memorized, good poem, good sentences.

Anyway, young people, theres nothing terrible about failing once or twice. You have enough time and energy to make a comeback

Chu Yu was also listening.

About a month ago, if hed heard the words midterm exam, he would have felt irritable and panicked. He would have pleaded with Lu Shi to take him out to play whatever to divert his attention.

But now, it seemed there wasnt much left of that kind of discomfort.

He thought that he mightve been born with a weak affinity for parental relationships. For instance, his father died unexpectedly before he was born.

Chu Yu recalled that when he was a child, hed especially wanted to go to an amusement park, but Aunt Lan was worried that it would not be safe and never took him there.

Hed been sad for a few days, but hed let it pass.

It was not that he didnt want to go anymore, or that he didnt like amusement parks, he merely moved on.

He tried hard, but his mother still didnt give him a second look, and it didnt seem to be that big of a deal.

People get used to things, and the same was true for being abandoned. Slowly, you get used to it and let it pass.

Hed learned to no longer have any expectations.

It was pretty good.

Chu Yu took out a printed draft paper, then rummaged through his things but couldnt find a pen, so he simply reached out and grabbed one from Lu Shis table.

He flattened the paper and started drawing.

Old Ye, who was standing on the podium, wrote two more famous poems on the blackboard. After turning around, his eyes suddenly locked on someone. Luo Jiaxuan.

Dream-Ge, who had his head lowered, did not hear.

Nevertheless, his deskmate elbowed him, causing Dream-Ge to raise his head blankly and ask in a low voice, Why the heck are you poking me?

The anxious deskmate fiercely pointed at Old Ye.

Old Ye smiled. Student Luo Jiaxuan.

Dream-Ge stood up after realizing it.

What were you watching that got you so excited while playing with your phone in class? If you dont give Teacher an explanation, the home of that cellphone of yours will only be my locked drawer.

Dream-Ge had watched that movie adaptation countless of times now, but his mobile phone must absolutely not be handed in.

He touched the back of his head. Teacher, actually, I-I have loved surfing the Internet since childhood because of because of, of the lack of water in the five elements6Its like saying Im a virgo or scorpio etc (Or I have ADHD XD, no offense). Usually, people who lack water in the five elements are prone to lack of wit, timidity, repeated actions, and short attention span. The complete characteristic of those who have no water in the five elements is here!

Chu Yu was still drawing on the scratch paper. When he heard Dream-Ges words, the eyelashes being drawn under his pen flew directly to the top of the head.

He cast a look of admiration at Dream-Ge. Damn, lack of water in the five elements?

Chu Yu held back his laughter until his shoulders trembled. He tugged at Lu Shis clothes, and whispered, Dream-Ge is practically a golden sentence boy!

Old Ye nodded. Not bad, not bad, this student is quick-witted. Now sit down, throw the phone in the drawer, and dont take it out. What were we just talking about? Lets continue, students

Inspired by Dream-Ge, Chu Yu stopped drawing.

He put down the pen, propped his cheek, and thought for a while. Then he picked up the pen and wrote on the paper: one, two, three, four, five, seven.Written in Traditional Chinese Explanation at the end.

On another line, he wrote: eight, nine, eleven, twelve.Written in Simplified . Explanation is at the end.

Then he pushed the paper towards Lu Shi for him to see.

Lu Shi, who was solving a problem, was distracted to read the words Chu Yu wrote on the paper.

Chu Yu was afraid he would not be able to make sense of what he was looking at, so he reminded in a low voice, Look, look, I have all these in my life, but what is missing?

He stared at Lu Shi with anticipation in his eyes, anxiously wanting to stuff the answer into Lu Shis mind.

After he finished looking over it, Lu Shi shook his head. Whats missing?

Chu Yu was in a hurry!

He said quickly, Look again, take a second look, look for the pattern! Observe it, what is lacking? Bring out your first placer in the grade and first prize winner of competitions IQ, I trust your insight! You certainly can

Speaking up to here, Chu Yu abruptly stopped talking.

He raised his head, met Lu Shis eyes, and saw the faint trace of a smile.

Shit, I was played!

Chu Yus hair instantly puffed.

Lu Shi raised his hand and pinched his face. His soft and hoarse voice carried a smile. Mm, youre missing me in your life.

The author has something to say: Heres a heart-shaped arc drawn by a basketball in mid-air as my love for you~

The Explanation

Dream-Ge used the word for the lack of water in the five elements thingy. Chu Yu got inspired and did the numbers numbers intentionally leaving out the or six in and or ten in . Now is exactly the same character as the Lu in Lu Shi (), then or ten is read as sh which is the exact pronunciation of the shi from L Sh.

staff shenanigansI was eating while translating this and just had to take a bite after Chu Yu wrote all those numbers. When I read Look, look, I have all these in my life, but what is missing? I thought about it and nearly sprinkled my food onto my computer screen after getting it. Promisory noteInstead of being a double update, this chapter ended up as last minute. Came down with a fever last tuesday, only managed to recover on friday, and first week of February is my first exam week, so just great Im also keeping track of all the chapters I owe you guys: 1 compensation and 3 bonus ko-fi chapter. Ill get back on my feet after school settles down, so please enjoy one chapter a week for now *dogeza*. Thank you very much.

• 1To those confused: because the neighboring room forgot to turn off the faucet when the water got back in the middle of the night, they were flooded. Because the top bunks were so crowded, a whole double deck bed fell down.
• 2Legal evidence
• 3Hoping all the best for someone
• 4The King of Chu asked an official, Song You, why he is so hated. Song You answers with a question, the first part of the question is this sentence. His own mind and ambition are far from everyone elses, also because Song Yu is talented and he loves to criticize the ills of his times, and sometimes even scorn the norms, he is a target of jealousy and slander.
• 5At this point, I feel like Im gonna get sick again, kidding. I dont even know if I translated that right, just know that its about being an adventurous youth with a strong sense of justice. The poem had a sad ending tho read here theres a simplified version below the poem.
• 6Its like saying Im a virgo or scorpio etc (Or I have ADHD XD, no offense). Usually, people who lack water in the five elements are prone to lack of wit, timidity, repeated actions, and short attention span. The complete characteristic of those who have no water in the five elements is here
• 7Written in Traditional Chinese Explanation at the end.
• 8Written in Simplified . Explanation is at the end.