Chapter 19 - Mistakes
Chapter 19 - Mistakes
Jing Lihua was shocked at that sudden kiss.
In her entire past life, he had never touched her once. For whatever reason, she had already accepted that he was disgusted by her. But it was not only her... she had never seen him touch any other woman. He had been with Jing Tian bu she had never seen him touch her physically. And later, it was also proved that their relationship was only fake. Then... what was this for?
"Let go of me" She struggled with her hands. But with one quick easy move, he pushed them above her head against the door. He was far bigger and stronger than him. She was not stupid. She knew stood no chance. So she stopped her struggles, hoping for him to also stop it sooner.
He pulled back and looked at her; his eyes darkened with something intense. Jing Lihua had never found anything his eyes other than hate and coldness. She couldn’t understand what it really was.
L.u.s.t? Desire? Regret?
"I warned you"
"This is not..."
Su Liwei grabbed her chin and forcefully kissed her again. She couldn’t grasp what was happening. Her arms and body were still locked by him into a motionless state. His arm circled around her waist and pushed her body into his. He wouldn’t even let her breath.
"Su Liwei..."
Soon, she found herself in a situation where her arms stopped resisting and pushing him away. Her body eased and moulded into him. She let him manipulate her. She liked it, his lips on hers; his hands all over her. After all, this was what she had dreamed of in her entire last life.
Suddenly realizing where her thoughts were going, she snapped out and pushed him away.
Jing Lihua supported her against the door and breathed deeply to regain her senses. It wasn’t good to stop breathing when you were already drowsy from some goddammit drug. Her body was trembling.
"This is harassment."
"Why? I’m your husband" Su Liwei straightened and leisurely looked into her eyes. Jing Lihua could see his lips bruised and reddened. She didn’t even want to think about how her face looked right now.
"Whether you are my husband or not, it is still harassment when I don’t want it."
"Are you telling me you didn’t want it?"
She shouldn’t have stopped resisting. Her lips formed a thin line; she stiffened her face trying her best to conceal her inner emotions. But her flushed cheeks and red ears betrayed her.
"Don’t ever do that to me again" She wiped her mouth angrily as if disgusted of him. She wanted to storm out of the room immediately but Su Liwei had no intention to let her go when he grabbed her arm.
"What do you want?" She coldly stared at him.
"How many times do I have to state? I want you to stay in this room. As simple it is."
"I don’t really feel comfortable in your presence. I don’t need to explain why"
"Are you tempting me again?"
Jing Lihua couldn’t really understand him. What did he really want? She thought she knew him well. But all his actions totally betrayed all her previous understanding of him.
"If you are that uncomfortable to be tempted by such trifle things, allow me to arrange an escort you"
"Why do I need an escort when I have a wife?"
"The day we got married, we agreed that we wouldn’t interfere in each other’s personal life"
Su Liwei smiled lightly; so slight that it was barely visible. "I agreed to no such thing"
There was no use talking him out of it.
"Get your hands off me" She growled in a low voice, pulled away her elbow that was secured in his tight, unyielding grip.
In response, Su Liwei only pulled her towards him; once again securing his arm around her waist.
"Are you trying to sound threatening? You’ll be disappointed to know that you are terribly failing at it"
"You bastard!" Jing Lihua wanted to beat him to death. How dare he mock her!
"Say that again. I dare you." Something clicked in his mind when he heard the word ’bastard’.
"You are a bast..."
Jing Lihua was kissed again. Su Liwei grabbed the back of her neck and forced her face towards him to deepen the kiss. This time Jing Lihua didn’t stop and fought with all her might. During struggles, she accidentally tore off his shirt.
He chuckled.
"Very impatient aren’t you?"
"You..."
But he didn’t give her a chance to speak and immediately silenced her with another quick yet deep kiss. Jing Lihua bit his lip hard, enough to draw out blood. But the pain didn’t stop him. It seemed as if something had taken over him. He wasn’t himself anymore.
Next time, he pulled back, Jing Lihua was already fuming with the adrenaline rushing through her. But what angered her the most was the way she felt at his approaches. She was angry at herself. She should be disgusted by him. She should have been disgusted for being forced. But she couldn’t feel any such thing. All the resentment from her previous life rushed in. In a moment of outrage, she raised her hand and slapped him across his face, hard.
It felt quite satisfying.
But what she didn’t know was that Jing Lihua broke the last bit of the restrain he was holding onto because the next moment, she was pushed down by him.
"Su Liwei stop it right now!"
But he wouldn’t listen. He secured her hands in his one big hand and pinned them down above her head, ceasing all her struggles. Jing Lihua’s thoughts were a mess. She could no longer decide what to do and what not to do.
She felt a trail of kisses along her neck. Every time, his teeth bit her sensitive skin, a gasp escaped her lips.
Jing Lihua felt the drowsiness taking over her. She couldn’t resist any longer. She didn’t resist any longer.
She wanted escape.