Doctor’s Rebirth

Episode 162

“The first time I took poison was when my mother was still alive.”

“….”

Jin Cheonhee just listened to his voice.

“I was thinking of eating peaches instead. I thought that if we ate it all, my mother would feel better because she wouldn’t have enough to eat. But there was poison in it. From then on, we both always felt the same pain whenever we swallowed food. My mother resented herself all her life. “I think you ended up in trouble because you were greedy for a place that wasn’t suitable for you.”

He laughed slightly.

“You’ve been blaming yourself your whole life. There wasn’t even the slightest bit harsh enough to blame others. “It’s a miracle that my three siblings were born to such a mother.”

He took off his mask.

“My sister smashed the head of the servant who fed her the peach. But I couldn’t kill him in the end. My mother cried more bitterly than if she had been beaten. “He must have been heartbroken that his daughter became a murderer because of him.”

“….”

“My brother tried to eat the peach instead, and my sister tried to kill the culprit. In the end, the desire to protect them was the same, but their personalities were different and their methods were different.”

Snow continued to fall in Juwangbu.

Cold silence piled up in places where there had been a lot of snow to begin with.

“I was twelve when I was stabbed by a servant. Thirteen people were bitten by a snake released by someone. The next year I couldn’t sleep because I was cursed and had nightmares. “It was already difficult for me to eat, so I became very thin.”

Each time, King Zhou sought out the evil beast and smeared his hands with blood.

Because she can’t stand people touching her, ever since then.

However, unlike now, it was a clumsy and crueler time.

“It was that winter when the stirrup on the horse I was riding broke and I broke a bone from a fall. Jim is still limping a little. I wish I had a congressman like you by my side at that time. “Now, it’s all a useless thought.”

Jin Cheon-hee listened to his calm voice in silence.

He seemed to really like that.

“I thought it would be flattering, but I was surprised.”

The emperor in martial arts novels does not like people who flatter.

This person is also similar to King Zhou. If Jin Cheon-hee is shaking hard here, he will look at me with sad eyes and say, ‘Hey, are you also going to bow down to my power?’ And lament the world.

To win the hearts of these guys, you have to hold your neck stiff even if they give you a promotion or even if they give you gold and silver treasures.

Only then will you realize, ‘There are people in this world who do not fall for money and power.’ While doing this, he memorizes the main character’s name.

Jin Cheon-hee was like that too. However, if you are too arrogant, you may be criticized for being arrogant, so you must adopt a moderately honest attitude.

“It didn’t look like they would be very happy about it.”

“Hehehe. “Gin is Gin.”

It looks like he liked it.

“These were just days of fighting for peace. Everything in the world tried to kill us, and we did this just to survive. But there was no peace at that peak. Do you understand why?”

Jin Cheon-hee answered quietly with his head down.

“Isn’t it because the place you arrived at thinking it was paradise wasn’t paradise?”

A long time ago.

Jin Cheon-hee grew up in an orphanage.

I didn’t know my parents’ names or their faces.

I couldn’t help but feel so envious and upset when there was a commercial on TV showing a family going to the supermarket.

But still, I kept watching it.

Children were sometimes adopted by someone.

There were children who went and came back, but there were also cases where they went and never came back.

It was a good thing.

But as expected, young Jin Cheon-hee was so jealous that she hugged her knees and thought for a long time.

I was hungry. He wanted someone to need him.

I asked myself countless times why my parents abandoned me, but I knew it was a useless question.

But I kept asking questions.

‘Why did I come here?’

and.

‘Is it really that no one needs me?’

Young Jin Cheon-hee sometimes had delusions like this.

Now that I’m an adult, just thinking about that time makes my earlobes turn red, but it was such a shameful delusion.

One day, the door opened and someone came and said this to Jin Cheon-hee.

i need you Let’s go back home together.

It didn’t matter whether it was biological parents, adoptive parents, or just a single parent. So, I hold that person’s hand and go to the supermarket that appears on TV.

Because he is a good kid, he will never ask to buy something. Instead, I’ll take detergent, salt, and other necessary things.

I know it’s a stupid idea, but I don’t know why it was so sweet when I was young that I couldn’t stop.

The daycare center was a good place. However, even if you go just a little outside the boundaries, there are many people who look down on you.

‘You said you don’t have a mother?’

‘I heard that children in orphanages learn to steal. Is this true?’

‘They said the class retreat fee has disappeared. ‘I’m sorry, but can I open your bag first?’

‘Why isn’t it there? ‘Would you like to take your shoes off too?’

‘Could you take your socks off too?’

‘Can you write here where you stopped today? ‘Please also write down who you met.’

No matter how well I studied, discrimination would creep in.

It wasn’t until I became aware of the college entrance exam that I started to focus on studying. When I was young, I was small and often got beaten up by kids like me.

Young Jin Cheon-hee was desperate to avoid becoming the lowest-ranking member of the group.

The older the child was, the more cruel it was.

At that time, elementary schools had 50 to 60 students per class.

It was a time when teachers did not have the resources to pay attention to each individual and the word bullying did not even exist.

I worked hard not to look easy.

And after I became a high school student, that habit continued to solidify.

What is at the end of running?

In the end, Jin Cheon-hee obtained a job that could be considered an elite job in its own way, even though it was hard on her body and mind.

There was plenty of money too.

Still, there was no family or leisure time.

All that was left was a spine that was starting to decay and glasses that were prone to frosting.

When he realized the futility of it, he applied for a sabbatical and died.

So, it was funny, but I was able to understand how the two twins felt. I felt like I could even understand the despair and futility at the end.

“….”

He looked at Jin Tianxi.

“It’s fascinating. “Somehow, you understand how I feel.”

Did he use this ability?

Here, ‘memory’ also seemed to include thoughts and emotional memories in the mind.

“Hehehe, that’s amazing. “It is difficult for you to understand because your memories are blocked like a wall, but you can understand the fragments of emotions that flow from time to time.”

Modern memory seemed unreadable.

Looking at his modern-day memories, I wondered what he would think, whether he would consider Jin Cheon-hee crazy or the truth, but it seems impossible to get there.

He looked at Jin Cheonhee for a long time, amazed. Jin Cheon-hee said.

“Even if there is no paradise, as long as my family is safe and has a place to return to, I think that’s okay.”

“It’s family.”

He was lost in thought and smiled slightly.

“okay. You are right. “If it weren’t for my sister, we would have been reduced to dust or killed a lot of royal family members.”

He said, casually telling the gruesome story.

“What an amazing kid. The direction of emotions is also different. The direction of thinking is also different. “It’s hard to read because the memories were blocked at some point, but… I think I know why Nui and Eun-i had a crush on you.”

Then there was a clicking sound.

“Raise your head.”

In response to the emperor’s words, a person who appeared to be his bodyguard came forward and tried to dissuade him.

“your majesty.”

“This child deserves to see his face. Besides, haven’t you already seen the same face?”

Jin Cheonhee slowly raised his head.

There was the same face there.

A handsome man with cool features and a bitter expression.

This man was almost mistaken for the same person Jin Cheon-hee treated.

“It looks like your brother has already wanted it several times, so don’t ask any more questions. But it’s fascinating. “I want money, but people are good people.”

He laughed a little and said this.

“From now on, Eun will receive treatment twice a year. So it would be a good idea to make a kite.”

He took off the jewelry he was wearing on his arm and handed it to Jin Cheonhee.

“The dragon protects the imperial family, and whoever wears it will easily be able to borrow a war horse from the station.”

“your majesty.”

“hmm. From here, call me Geumwangya. And it’s not that difficult. It is an excessive gift for something obtained after treating Wang Ya, but considering that he was favored by the emperor, it is not an excessive gift. “I’ll decorate it appropriately, so take it with you.”

Congratulations.

Jin Cheon-hee bowed her head as commanded and accepted the bracelet.

“Make sure to wear it.”

The emperor added a word to Jin Cheon-hee who was leaving.

The sight of him laughing was somehow scary.

* * *

When I came out, King Zhou was waiting.

“Are you finished?”

“Ah…”

“Don’t ask me how I knew. “Because I know everything.”

‘It looks like this guy’s walls have eyes and ears, too.’

Even so, didn’t he hide his presence enough for Jin Cheon-hee to notice? It is a mystery how they found out.

Jin Cheon-hee fiddled with the bracelet she was holding.

It was given to me by the Emperor 2, so it wouldn’t be okay to sell it. If you wear it, it makes sense to wear it.

But you can always rent a horse at the train station?

If it’s great, it’s a great feature, but if you ask if it’s so great that the emperor’s symbol appears on the bracelet, that’s not true.

“Why do you have the mark of the Inspector General?”

“yes?”

“Why do you have the inspector’s mark?”

What is an inspector?

Jin Cheon-hee had 3 seconds to search within her brain.

I don’t know how it will be used in the Hua Empire, but isn’t it supposed to be used to expose the corruption of ordinary officials?

“You gave it to me?”

“…You gave it to me? “You made it for your own secret use?”

“yes.”

“….”

King Zhou also looked at him for a while, as if he was dumbfounded, and then said this.

“What did you do? “Did you at least dance in front of her?”

“no. “That was all I heard.”

“You gave it to me because I listened to you? “The mark of the inspector under my direct control?”

“…First of all, I saved my brother’s life. “I guess that means gratitude.”

Certainly… it was too much to receive for saving Wangya, and it was somewhat acceptable to say that he was favored by the emperor.

He said he would fill in the blank spaces in the alibi on his own, so they will be filled in.

King Zhou suddenly squatted down and pressed his temples.

“This guy and that guy. “Why is everyone so eager to take me when I put needles on them?”

“Ah, I’ll say it again, I have no intention of becoming a medical doctor as a member of Baekrin Uigak…”

“No, I know that, but…”

King Zhou sighed.

“I can’t help it. Since the siblings have the same eyes for people, their conclusions are the same in the end.”

She put her arm around Jin Cheonhee’s shoulder. Then he asked like a city administration official.

“But aren’t I the best? “There’s not much pressure and they’re regulars.”

As expected from someone who had played in the past, he showed off the right force.

“My lord, you are the person I am most grateful for who has had a long relationship with me.”

“You’re not saying it’s the best.”

‘I… have to live too, right?’

Of course, I never said these words out loud. I just looked at him with eyes.