Her Husband is My Lover

"Mom... What happened?" Xavier asked as she held her other hand that is on his cheek and bought it near his lips and kissed her hand making her smile brightly.

"You are all grown up... But I still remember the day you born... You were just so cute... And so small... In my arms..." Elizabeth said as he looked at him in eyes with tears in her eyes.

"You looks so good... So handsome... I still remember the way you cried... And held your dad's finger in your little hands when he took you in his arms for the first time..." Elizabeth said as a tear falls down from her eyes.

"We still remember when you first called us... Mom and Dad... The first step you took... We remember everything." Elizabeth said making Xavier smile.

"But now... Look... You are all grown up and became more handsome." Elizabeth said as she kissed his cheek.

"Son... As a mother, I tried to do everything for you and tried to give you the manners I know... But, I couldn't able to give you that father's love and couldn't able to explain you the way your father love you without letting you know he loves you... But trust me... He loves you so much... More than himself. It was all my fault that he couldn't express his love towards you." Elizabeth said as she took a deep breath. 

"But still... He tried to give you everything that he could. He has never played with you... But he saw you playing... He has never given his hand when you started to try to take your first step... But he has always been there when you try to take little steps in your life because he doesn't want you to fall down... And if you was about to fall down, he tried to save you from getting hurt... He used to acts like, he doesn't care... But he was always the person who cared and didn't let you get hurt... And loved you with his whole heart... He has left his work just to look at you for hours... As if he didn't care... He would have worked at home..." Elizabeth said as she chuckled. 

"There are many things that you still don't know about your father... Just because he is not close to you and didn't let you know about him doesn't mean he hates you or he doesn't care about you..." Elizabeth said making Xavier frown as he thought that Elizabeth might have heard their conservation with George... 

Because if she heard, she would probably ask about what truth that they are hiding from her... And Xavier is not at all ready to say it to her mother and ruin her happiness that she found after 25 years... 

"You asked me right, Why do I trust Your Dad so much?" Elizabeth asked making Xavier nod his head.

"Because, he is the one that saved me... When I was drowning in my feelings and not letting out... By suffering myself... How can I not trust a guy who has saved me when I needed a shoulder the most?" Elizabeth asked with a smile and that made really sense to Xavier for the first time in his father.

"Your father... Is someone that I loved... It was not at all easy to love him... But it was just so tough for me... But he always has been there for me... And tried to over come about it... But I was hell adamant to few things that I don't want to over come which triggered him the most... But he never tried to leave me alone... Because he knows that I need him right then at that moment." Elizabeth said with a bright smile.

"Misunderstanding happens in life... But you need to trust the other person who has been in your life... If you don't trust them... You can never know that person. He must be going through Something that he can't say too... So, you need to understand the situation... And should behave according to that..." Elizabeth said making Xavier take a deep breath.

"I don't know what is borthering you... Or what happy between you and your father... But one thing I know that, you both are really not in good terms... And I would never ask you what happened between you both that you are Hating him this much either." Elizabeth said.

"I know... It's something that you both should figure it out... And I know, you will surely figure this and talk out about this with him... And will be in good terms with him..." Elizabeth said making Xavier take a deep breath.

"I am just saying this because... I saw him walking away from the dining room angrily... And when I came here and saw you... Trying to calm yourself down... I figured out that there is something in between you both." Elizabeth said making Xavier sigh.

He finally relaxed after knowing that she hadn't Listen to whatever they have talked and he is happy that she didn't... Hear anything for now... 

"I hope you understand what I am talking right?" Elizabeth asked and Xavier smiled at her and took her hands in his and kissed her knuckles.

"Don't worry... I understand your concern on Dad... I know, that you don't really want me to have any misunderstandings between us... As a father and son... But, it will take us a little time to get normal... For now, it's not possible... I just want to be honest with you because I don't want to hurt you by giving you any hopes... But trust me, we will be good together. But just some time... Before it's get normal to us." Xavier said making Elizabeth nod her head in yes.

"You know that, I am more close to you than Dad... So, it's get hard for me to communicate with him normally... That's it... There is nothing more to this. Don't worry... Okay?" Xavier asked making Elizabeth smile.

"I know, my son understand me well than anyone..." Elizabeth said as she hugged him and kisses his hair.