Her Husband is My Lover

The suspecious on Xavier kept increasing dya by day and Jason has no idea on how to clear this doubt about Xavier. 

He doesn't see any doors open for him right now to find out anything about Xavier and whatever he is going through... The main question that is bothering Jason more than anything is... Why will Anyone force Xavier to marry Rose? 

There should be obviously something and that is why, he married Rose leaving the girl alone that he loved the most in this world. Didn't he ever cared or even remember the girl he loves before once he take the decision to marry Rose? 

All these makes no sense to Jason but it really make him seems like, there is something that he and Valentina is missing out here. He sighed as he wanted to know what he missing out in all these mystery. 

But this time... He doesn't want to let go of Valentina... 

He doesn't at all want too! Though, Jason had no intentions on persue Valentina until she loves Xavier...

But this time... He wanted to be selfish and love Valentina with his whole heart and wanted to make her.

He wanted to hide about Xavier near Valentina. Jason doesn't wnat Valentina to know about Xavier's Vunerablity and the way he is suffering. He doesn't want her to pinpoint about why he got forced into this Marriage. He wants her to forget about him right now and start a new journey with him. But Jason very well knows that, this is really hard for her to move on and accept the truth but hence, it's not impossible! 

He can still try to make her move on and have her in his life... This is why, he wants to be selfish this time and doesn't wnat to let her go to Xavier. 

He had let her go to him many times but every time, he had broken her heart more and more... He doesn't want anything else like that to happen again. 

Jason is not sure why, Xavier wanted to him make Valentina fall in love with him and he had no idea why he had to take this decision but this time, Jason wants to use this decision for himself. 

He doesn't really want to know what Xavier is going through but right now, he only cares about Valentina who is broken... So broken that he is sure that, she will not accept anyone in her life ever again because of a fear. 

She is scared that the other person will be like Xavier too who will break her heart and move on easily... And make her suffer like she is going through in her life agian... 

He took a deep breath as he kissed her hairs as she cried on his chest.

"Shhh... Calm down." Jason said as he cupped her face in his hands and wiped off the tears from her eyes. 

He tucked her hair behind her ear and kissed her forehead making her take a deep breath.

"Stop crying... This is not the end of the life to cry like this... And remember you are not a cry baby but you are a strong girl." Jason said as he took a deep breath.

"Come..." Jason said as he bought her towards the couch and made her sat down on the couch.

He grabbed the glass of water from the table and handed it over to Valentina. She took a deep breath as she gulped down the water down her throat.

She kept the glass on the table and took another deep breath. 

"Valentina... Listen to me... Yes, I and Xavier met yesterday... But we are not discussing something like you are imagining... I know, you are somone who can just pass your feelings on some other man. But the only thing I can say that Xavier was wrong asking me to love you... The way, he says makes me feel like, he gave up on you..." Jason said making Valentina close her eyes.

"I am sorry..." Jason said and Valentina opened her eyes as she frowned at him.

"Why are you sorry about, Jason?" Valentina asked.

"I shouldn't have meet Xavier yesterday!" Jason answered and Valentina chuckled.

"If you didn't met him yesterday then I won't have known that he is giving up on me like this... So badly!" Valentina answered as she smiled.

"And you are okay with this?" Jason asked and Valentina shrugged.

"Do you see any way for me to have him in my life again?" Valentina asked and Jason shook his head in no.

"There you go with your question... He clearly said that he doesn't love me anymore... Why?" Valentina asked with a small smile.

"Did he fell in love with Rose while havimg sex with me in my house... In my bed?" Valentina asked and she didn't at felt shame on asking that... But she felt shame on herself suddenly becuase Xavier made her fall so down in front of him. 

He doesn't at all left any value for her... And their relationship. He made her feel like shit for having sex with him even when he is married to another woman.

The fault is hers... Not his. But she is the one who is wrong here and she realised that, she fell in love with a wrong guy... Who really doesn't care about her feelings and her love!!! 

He cared about himself... His wife... His marriage... While her love meant nothing to him at the end...

His marriage is important to him while he doesn't at all care about how much her love for him is important to her! 

He didn't at all cared about what will she go through once he said that... Not even once he tried to call her and ask how is she doing! And just left without saying that, he doesn't love her anymore... 

The whole nine years love meant nothing for the man who made her know that his love is everything for her... 

He choosed someone else upon her....