Her Husband is My Lover

Xavier walked downstairs amd saw Rose setting the table up. He took a deep breath thinking about what she had told a few minutes ago. 

He didn't know what and how to talk to Rose but she is behaving sturbbon right now.

Only if she gets to know that He and Valentina were actually in love but it's not a one side love at all. 

He knows that Rose will be so broken if she gets to know this. She will feel really guilty for making him go through all these things but right now, even if Rose leave him, he can't have Valentina in his life. He had broken her completely. She will never try to let him closer to her anymore. If she wanted, she will do it even 100 times but once she is done. She will never get back to him and he is guilty for whatever happened. How can he look into her eyes and love her? He did till now but he can't anymore. Hiding the truth from her, and looking into her eyes while making love to her hurts him more than anything but he just wants to feel her. Feel her warmness in his arms. He wanted to know, she will be with him no matter what even though, she won't once she gets to knoe the truth but until then, he wanted her to love him. Because her love give him hope to see the next day but he won't able to get to see that love in her eyes anymore. 

He will miss the way she treated him. He will miss her love. He will miss the way she used to look at her with the eyes filled with love making him assure that he can count on her for anything for every single time. He will miss her love. He will miss the way she loves him. He will miss the way she gets worried for him from now on...

Every single thing makes him remind of her. He looked down at his shirt that he wore. How can he tell Rose that the shirt she choosed was gifted by Valentina. 

It's the white shirt which had a white thread work on the shirt which is invisible until you clearly see it. It was made by Valentina specially for him. It has their names and the date on the shirt that they first confess their love. It was a special shirt that he really love and cherished. He was shocked when he saw the shirt in Rose's hands thinking that she might have found it out but it was just he was helping him but he didn't wanted any help from her.

He didn't want her to change for himself. This sudden change in Rose makes him suffocate.

It makes him feel like, he is with a different person. Sudden change in her made him scare. He didn't know if he is the one that changed her? But, he is greatful that she is changing herself but he didn't want her to fight for him and he Wants her to understand that because he can never fall for Rose because he is already in love with Valentina and that love will never vanish from his heart.

"Xavier..." A sudden voice made him look up and saw Rose looking at him with a concerned look.

"What happened? Why are you standing there itself? Come, have break fast!" Rose said with a smile and he looked at the Cook. 

He shrugged his shoulders making Xavier look at Rose.

"Come... What are you still thinking about?" Rose asked and Xavier sighed.

"I will have it in my office. I am late." Xavier said making Rose frown.

"Huh? It will only take few minutes to have break fast." Rose replied.

"Yeah. But I am so late already!" Xavier said.

"But..." Rose tried to talk but sighed.

"Well... If you don't want to eat something that I made it's fine... You can have it in office." Rose said with a small smile Making Xavier frown.

"Huh? You made it?" Xavier asked.

"Yeah... I mean... I helped him." Rose answered as she pointed at the Cook and Xavier raised his eyebrows at the Cook and he nodded at him in yes.

Xavier sighed as Rose lowered her head as she looks sad. So, he just walked towards the table and sat down.

"Let's have break fast." Xavier said making Rose smile brightly. 

They both sat down on the chairs and started having break fast together. Xavier was hesitanted to have take a bite of his break fast but he eventually did and it taste good. Not amazing like How Valentina used to cook. 

"Does it taste good?" Rose asked and Xavier nodded his head in yes as he doesn't want to make her sad for not having break fast that she made. 

He started having his break fast again without looking up and when he was finally done, he got up from his chair.

"I will Leave. Take care." Xavier said and was about to turn around and was about to walk away when she called his name.

"Xavier, wait please..." Rose said making him turn Around at her.

"Yes?" Xavier asked.

"I want to go, meet my father." Rose said making him frown.

"Huh? You can... Why are you telling me?" Xavier asked.

"Umm... I want to ask you permission!" Rose answered making Xavier chuckle.

"He is your Father and I am no one to stop you from going anywhere. It's your wish wherever you want to go. You don't have to ask me permission... Well, you never asked anytime and so, you don't have to either." Xavier said.

"No. It just... I want to tell you before I go. So, you can know." Rose replied.

"Rose, as I said. You never asked me permission to go anywhere and you don't have too. Please remember this. I don't care wherever you go. Just don't do something that can bring shame to my family!" Xavier said and turned around and walked away from her leaving her in tears.