Chapter 120 - R18+ What A Drastic Change Of Heart (2)
Li Chuntao wouldn't deny that she also wanted him so badly that she couldn't stop herself from teasing him. She wasn't a naive young girl anymore and knew that it was mutual attraction that brought them together. She wanted him to take her, to touch her. Even for just a moment, she wanted to believe that he wanted her.
She felt his hands move from her sides and rested them at the junction of her upper thighs just below her rear end. His long fingers spread around her shapely thighs and he pressed his warm hardness against her tingling pleasure bud. She couldn't stop the moan that slipped from her lips as her body craved for more stimulation from him.
Just as she thought Shen Zichen would stop, his hands slid into the skirt of her dress, parting her thighs slightly until the hem of her panties brushed against his index finger. His middle finger stayed against her warm heat that was starting to soak the thin fabric of her underwear.
"Zichen, ah!" She gasped and threw her head back as she felt him pressing, toying her pleasure bud.
Shen Zichen's eyes darkened with desire and lust, watching Li Chuntao bare her neck with her chest protruding towards him. He groaned. It was too much!
He wasn't as inexperienced as Li Chuntao claimed him to be. Seven years ago, after he came to realize that he loved Ying, in a drunken state, he had a one night stand with an unknown woman.
Shen Zichen couldn't remember what she looked like. The only thing he remembered was her small wrist that felt delicate as he pinned her beneath him. He had no idea who she was or where he met her because the next morning, when he woke up, there was no trace of her except the bright patch of fresh blood left on his sheets.
He didn't think he could have a one night stand with a woman who also lost her innocence to him. He was even more surprised seeing his siblings Qing Qing and Lingtian waiting outside his bedroom for him to wake up.
He was tempted to ask if they'd seen his companion the night before, but Lingtian ignored him and raided his fridge, while his usual aloof little sister was standing silently near his window looking outside, deep in her thoughts.
Shen Zichen had tried to find out her identity, of course, but the leads he had were all dead ends and he wasn't able to find out who it was. He was forced to give up on his search and had hoped that no shameless woman would come knocking on his door claiming he fathered a child he wasn't aware of.
Since then, he was careful not to get drunk on any occasion to avoid making the same mistake again. That also meant that he'd been without a woman for seven long years now.
However, tonight, Li Chuntao was so beautiful, so seductive… and she obviously wanted him as much as he wanted her. He liked how she responded to his touches as if he was the only one who could give her what she wanted.
He continued to tease her as his middle finger traced the thin line of her womanhood, up and down. Li Chuntao couldn't stop the indecent moan she was making as he continued to touch her in places no one had before.
"Chuntao, should I stop? Tell me now if you don't want this. If we stop now, I will act as if this never happened." He stated, forcing her to face him. His tone turned husky as he could barely contain his desire to have her.
Shen Zichen had never felt this way before. He wanted to hold her, please her, touch and possess her, for her to become his, and only his..
"Continue, please," her face flushed as her eyes looked back at him with the same intensity of desire in it. "Yes, ah! Please, give me more!" She demanded from him.
He was pleased with her answer and continued to toy her until he could feel her essence seeping from the lips of her sex. Her small frame shivered and shook in his embrace. Her moans of pleasure were like a natural aphrodisiac for him, making him unable to restrain his own desire.
'Let go of it. Be true to yourself and ruthlessly love her' The devil whispered in his ear. It sounded so tempting, that he couldn't stop himself from giving her the pleasure she deserved. He was utterly defeated by her and he was willing to surrender everything for her sake.
"I can deny you nothing. Don't you know that, Chuntao? I will never deny you anything.,"
Li Chuntao tried to focus her eyes on his face. She held his stare. His eyes spoke of volumes of the turmoil that was going on in his mind but she wouldn't shy away or stop midway.
Was it wrong to admit that she wanted him too? After all, didn't he want her in the same way?
Seeing how handsome she was, she couldn't help but lean forward, puckered her lips, and kissed Shen Zichen. This was the first time she willingly initiated a kiss between them, lifting her upper half to wrap her arms around his neck.
For a moment, Shen Zichen felt strange that she was now leading the kiss, considering he'd been the one who initiated their previous kisses, but it didn't take long for him to follow her lead. Still in his lap, with lips fused together, only parting briefly to take small breaths, he could feel her fingers indulged in the silkiness of his hair, massaging his scalp lightly before letting her hands fall behind his back.
Shen Zichen released his hold from her warm heat and held her sides as he tried to deepen their kiss. With an unrestrained desire for her, he invaded her mouth with his tongue, sucking and licking her tongue with his own. He assaulted her delicate mouth and drew in her sweet taste.
"Mhm… ah... En~"
Li Chuntao was once again mindblown by his passionate kiss but she could only accept it willingly. Never in her dreams did she think that they'd end up this way. She had long accepted that there were things that were never meant to be no matter how much she tried to work on it.
It was unknown as to how much time had passed and when they parted, they were both breathing and panting heavily. Neither wanted to be parted for too long from each other.
Li Chuntao had been thoroughly kissed by him that she didn't even notice that her sleeves fell from her shoulders giving him access to her pale, smooth skin.
His hands that were busy indulging in curiosity earlier had pulled down her sleeves, forcing her to reveal her chest to his heated eyes. Her mouth tasted divine but Shen Zichen needed more from her. He left her lips and led a trail of sensual kisses from her cheek down to her jaw until he reached her neck and collarbone nipping the delicate skin on it.
Through it all, Shen Zichen revelled in the quiet sounds of approval Li Chuntao was making.. One thing was slowly leading to another and he was sure as hell wasn't planning to stop what they both started.