Chapter 89: disaster star
Chapter 89 Calamity
It is better to believe what you have than not to believe what you have. Seven sisters have such rumors that it will be difficult to get married in the future, and they will be pointed out by others.
"Elder sister, I am not a disaster star, I don't want to kill my mother." Su Xiaomei looked at Su Wen pitifully, her tears rolled down, the more she cried, the harder she cried, "Eldest sister, I... I don't want to kill my mother. I also miss my mother. I... I am a disaster star, an unlucky ghost. Wuwuwu...you can sell me! You can sell me for money, and I won't harm you in the future. "
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Su Wen scolded with a sullen face, "What disaster? Unlucky ghost? Nothing."
"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...... everyone said that, mother was killed by me, and father was killed by me." These words have always been pressed in Su Xiaomei's heart. I am afraid that I will be betrayed, and I will live in self-blame for killing my relatives.
Sometimes I can't hold it anymore, and I just dare to hide in the bed alone, covered with the quilt and crying. Now the eldest sister has become better, and the life at home has also improved. The younger sister has a lot of delicious food, and the eldest sister treats her as well as her imaginary mother.
She is so happy now! Every day is very happy. She also gradually forgot those accusations, disgust, accusations and anxiety, but today, Grandma Goudan's cursing reminded her of it again.
Mom was killed by her.
They said that her father was also killed by her.
She is the disaster star.
is a bad luck ghost.
"Woooooooooooooooo..."
Seeing Su Xiaomei crying so sadly, Su Wen felt her heart was also broken. She hugged the little girl's weak and pitiful body into her arms, and comforted her softly: "Hey, stop crying. Grandma Goudan is talking nonsense, our little girl is not a disaster."
"real?"
"Of course it's true." Su Wen promised quickly.
"But my mother died of dystocia when she gave birth to me. My mother was killed by me. If she hadn't given birth to me, she wouldn't have died. I... woo... I miss my mother..." She already understood what dystocia means. . "Father also died at a young age. They all said that father shouldn't have died, it was not me who died."
Su Wen cursed in her heart, who is so wicked to say these things in front of a child.
However, it is conceivable that the younger sister stared at the reputation of her mother when she was born, and her father died young. Those who like to gossip behind their backs will certainly not have good things to say.
She was negligent before, forgetting that people in the 1980s were still very superstitious.
"No, no, it has nothing to do with you, and I don't blame you at all." Seeing the little girl crying out of breath, Su Wen couldn't help but shake her shoulder for fear that she would hold back.
"Listen to me." She growled sternly.
Su Xiaomei was frightened and looked at her in a daze, forgetting to be sad.
"Now, you, remember what I said next, and remember it forever." Su Wen's face was sullen, and her peach blossom eyes, which were always smiling, seemed to be soaked in ice at this time.
"Big... elder sister, tell me." Su Xiaomei shrank her shoulders, she didn't know if she was frightened, or she didn't want to make her sister angry. In short, she became the usual Su Xiaomei again.
"First, you are not a disaster star, nor are you unlucky. This is a superstitious thought. You will know it when you go to school. It is all a lie to children. You will be smarter for me in the future. Don't let anyone say anything, just believe it and understand it. ?"
"I understand." Su Xiaomei sniffed, she hesitated to speak, and she held back what she wanted to say.
Su Wen stretched out her right index finger, shaking it left and right, "Second, the death of your parents has nothing to do with you, and they never blame you in their hearts. What people outside say is all nonsense, they are just jealous of us."