Warning : Providence the Beauty is Driven to Villainy

60 Gu Yu Side Story, you’ve amazed me for my entire youth (1)

A secret love was to pretend not to see it, but to look at it from the corner of his eyes a thousand times;You can’t kill me, but you can’t save me either.

– Gu Yu

As the young master of the Gu family in the capital, Gu Yi had always lived a carefree life.

He was young, frivolous, and willful to the extreme.

He had an outstanding older brother, Gu xichao, who was always there to handle everything.

Gu Yu only needed to take the huge share dividends of the Gu group every year.

Then, they would just eat and wait for death.

..

A crush is the most beautiful love in the world, because I’ve frozen your most beautiful moment in my heart and I’ll protect it until death.

I don’t like you, I just like your most beautiful moment.

Gu Yu had never thought that he would fall in love with someone.

It was still a secret love.

He had hated Jiang Ruan at first, his sister-in-law in name.

The first time he had changed his opinion of her was when she had saved him in the alley.

Then, he fell step by step.

Realizing that he had fallen for Jiang Ruan, Gu Yu’s heart was filled with fear.

He even refused to admit it.

The teenager who had spent the night in the bar mumbled to himself with tears in his eyes.

I don’t like something for too long, so I keep changing my profile picture and online name. I get tired of physical things too quickly, and you are not the biggest exception to me ...

He was just deceiving himself.

–

He dyed his hair and thought that he looked good. Then, he went to look for her happily.

He didn’t expect that after she laughed at him, he would obediently go back and dye his black hair back to how it used to be.

She always liked to rub his hair like she would a child.

Gu Yu had never been dissatisfied.

That was because he couldn’t hug her, couldn’t love her openly, and even had to be careful when he spoke.

so,

Just be a child in her eyes. That’s good.

–

At her wedding that time, he seemed to have suddenly thought it through.

I like you.

“This is my personal matter. A person’s determination to not turn back, a person’s warmth and coldness, a person’s old and dead, nothing else.”

In an instant, he felt as if a heavy burden had been lifted off his shoulders, but when he turned his head, he felt as if his heart was being twisted by a knife.

The moment the young man turned his head.

A tear streaked down the corner of her delicate eyes.

I didn’t cry ... It was true. It was just that the sandstorm was too strong that day, and it got into her eyes.

..

Gu Yu’s soliloquy:

I repeatedly told myself that the person I liked but didn’t get was not that good. When I really got together with her, other than the initial novelty and fanaticism, there might only be boring trifles left.

When he thought about it this way, he felt that it didn’t matter if he couldn’t have her.

I was too open-minded and stopped the damage in time, so much so that the sweetness didn’t start to turn sour and I threw it away.

Sometimes, I’m really curious about what would happen if I fell in love with you. Holding your hand, hugging, kissing, sharing your work and rest, discovering all your shortcomings, quarreling, and then making up, lying on the sofa watching TV, talking about childhood together with insomnia.

I know you’re not the right person. I’m not stupid. I’m not the kind of person who likes someone and wants to be with him.

But I really want to be with you. I want to see with my own eyes how we first fall in love, then hate each other, and then break up. Many years later, I will find a similar scene in movies and books, and then I will cry.

I don’t have any other requests, I just want you to step into my life ...

At the end of his sentence, the young man’s delicate yet slightly immature face was full of pleading.

He told himself as he drank the last glass of wine.

I don’t love her.

It was true.

She’s just a crush I had when I was young ...

Afterwords:

There was a gap of ten years between the ages of seven and seventeen.The difference between seventeen and twenty-seven years old was a lifetime.