Love You More Than I Can

Chapter 14: Died with Babies in Her Belly

Translator: Mia

It hurt so badly that Sheng Youting leaned against the wall and pressed his hand to his forehead.

It was after reading Yu Lan’s love and hatred written in the letters before he knew that during the past 11 years, he wasn’t a bystander of Yu Lan’s love at all. He actually participated in it and had played an important role.

She spent all her time on him, from her girlhood to adulthood. At first, she was naive and looked at him with brightly shined eyes but later she distanced him gradually and began to act timidly. Finally his indifference was like sharp knives, dismembering her love and affection step by step. She turned into another him and became more and more indifferent.

He sent her himself to the guillotine of love.

However, with her once love in hands, his heart ached badly.

Sheng Youting left Lanlinyuan and drove to Number one, Nanfu.

He was here for Jing Shenxing. Sheng Youting went into the room and said to him directly, “I want to thoroughly investigate Yu Lan’s traces again.”

Jing Shenxing closed the door and frowned. He was puzzled and asked Sheng Youting, “Haven’t you investigated her last time? However, no record is found.”

Sheng Youting grabbed a cup, poured himself a glass of water, and drank it up, “No. This time I want to investigate Meng Shaoqian. They disappear together. They must have changed their identities.”

“What?” Walked to Sheng Youting in quick steps, Jing Shenxing continued, “Yu Lan has eloped with Meng Shaoqian?”

It was the last possible fact that would be admitted by Sheng Youting. His face turned sullen all at once, seeming to warn Jing Shenxing to mind his words.

Jing Shenxing got his message and waved his hand, “I’m just joking. All know that Yu Lan loves you. How come she suddenly moved by Meng Shaoqian’s honeyed words and went with him?”

Jing Shenxing knew that Sheng Youting had been like an active volcano throughout the year and was about to erupt at any time. It had a lot to do with Yu Lan’s leave.

Or else how come he turned into another person? He rejected all friends reunion meetings. All that in his mind was to earn money. He was like a robot.

Sheng Youting replied, “Inform me about your progresses and don’t ignore any trivial clue.”

“OK. Be at ease. All detailed information from a person’s birth to death can be found in our system. There must be traces.”

After leaving the Number one, Nanfu, Sheng Youting got very anxious and his anxiety grew as days went by.

It became a routine of Sheng Youting to look through Yu Lan’s letters everyday.

A scene kept appearing in Sheng Youting’s head. In the scene, Yu Lan kneed down in the ruins. She was moving rocks bare-handed while crying his name out...

Once those uncertain things confirmed, he became persistent.

What Sheng Youting wanted to do now was to find Yu Lan out. In the past 11 years, Yu Lan gradually became part of his body. She now stayed firmly besides his heart. Not a single error was allowed.

It was not until recently before Sheng Youting knew that he was afraid of pains. Therefore, the blood-shedding wound left by her would get better and recovered. As long as she was still there, he wouldn’t ache again. He was a selfish person and was desperate to find her out!

One week later, Sheng Youting received a call from Jing Shenxing. Jing Shenxing said in a hurry, “Youting! Come to number one, Nanfu! Be quick!”

Not a single moment was delayed after he had received the call. He knew Jing Shenxing must have found traces.

He drove fast to number one, Nanfu.

Jing Shenxing closed the door the moment they entered the room with a anxious look, “Drink water first! Don’t worry.”

Seeing Jing Shenxing’s actions, Sheng Youting couldn’t help getting angry, “Jing Shenxing, talk straightly!”

Lifting his lips, Jing Shenxing was hesitant to say something and pushed Sheng Youting to the sofa.

Sheng Youting couldn’t bear his way of talking. He patted Jing Shenxing’s hands off by a wave! “Jing Shenxing, what the hell! If you continue to beat around the bush, I will throw you out of the window now!”

Replied with a sign, Jing Shenxing said, “Youting, I’m sorry.”

“What do you mean?” Sheng Youting clenched his fists with such a great force that blue veins appeared.

Jing Shenxing took a pile of documents out and spread them on the sofa piece by piece, “Yu Lan and Meng Shaoqian changed their identities and went to the New Zealand. And they got married with their new names. You know that Meng Shaoqian was able to change the identities for Yu Lan.”

Today, Yu Lan died because of postpartum hemorrhage. According to her will, all her organs would be donated...

These were the pictures and documents that I received a moment ago.

12 o’clock and 7 minutes at noon, she died with babies in her belly.

Died with babies in her belly? These words froze Sheng Youting’s blood. All his

pores tightened at once. He was reminded of the hemorrhage that Yu Lan had one year ago.”

What he felt in his heart was not fear but sharp pain, but he managed to act composedly, hiding his helplessness and weakness.

Sheng Youting grabbed the documents from Jing Shenxing’s hands. The wedding photos of Yu Lan and Meng Shaoqian, Yu Lan’s photos when she lied in bed pregnant in the hospital and photos of the dead baby were all included in the documents.

And even the death report in English! What he wanted to see was not these! “Wedding photos? Who recognizes? I don’t believe! It’s not her! She left after miscarry! How come she have babies again? I want to investigate her and she died instantly? And she died even at today! There won’t be so many coincidences in the world.”

Jing Shenxing had no other way but to say straightly out the facts based on the information he got, “She has been away for one year and a month. The baby is Meng Shaoqian’s! How come the baby be yours!”

Closed his eyes, Sheng Youting tried to suppress the emerged angry emotion, “I don’t care about her baby bastard! Shenxing, arrange for everything in the New Zealand there! I will see who dare to use Yu Lan’s organs! I want to see her, died or alive!”

Jing Shenxing silenced for a while, and was hesitated to persuade Sheng Youting, “Youting, it’s Yu Lan’s will. You two get divorced. You need to respect her. After all, she died now. You should let her go and let her rest in peace. Don’t disturb her any more.”

Sheng Youting stared at Jing Shenxing! He felt he came to the edge of a cliff. A step forward would kill him but Yu Lan seemed to be there down under the cliff. He didn’t have the energy to care more. He needed to jump down and found her!

He couldn’t control his emotions and looked back at Jing Shenxing with red eyes and a raised voice! “Who has ever got divorce with her? Any divorce without the presence of the people themselves are illegal! I don’t recognize the divorce certificate!”

Who was the dead! Totally bullshit! I was not in peace now and how come she! She said she had loved me for 11 years. However, she married another man? What kind of bullshit love? On what basis did she stop loving me? Was it agreed by me?

Dare she go to the heaven leaving me behind?! I would peel her skin off! I would drag her to the hell and ensure she was trapped there forever!

It was rare for Sheng Youting to get angry and say so many words. However, after speaking all words out, it seemed that energies within his body fell short and he gasped. His fingers even trembled when taking out the smart phone. The phone was nearly dropped down to the ground. He dialed and issued orders with a sullen face, “Arrange for a private air line to New Zealand for me now! Immediately!”